fun fact: once in biology my teacher told us that “if you’re ever crying wipe the tears all over your face and they’ll help clear up your skin” then he explained that because tears are designed to clear dust and dirt from your eyes and will do the same for your skin and clear up acne and i remember thinking “excellent, fandom will make me beautiful”
this isn’t how i want to be remembered
we’ve all got that weird pretty big secret that we don’t really hide but like we don’t flaunt it like “My brother died of cancer” or “I’m gay” or “I tried to kill myself last year” or anything really and when you find out somebody’s big plot twist you know you’re in this friendship for the long run
A professor that was going to write me a letter of recommendation for grad school decided not to send one at all. The other one did it last minute and because of the college’s time zone it was submitted late. So… looks like I will not be attending Simmon’s College. People disappoint me so much; I work so hard and get zero return. Very sad and disappointed. Going to call the admissions department tomorrow to see if there is anything I can do, but its not looking good.